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Book 9 (I can't afford to buy USBs anymore for a while): Tortoise Shell

 

Tortoise Shell

By Malachi Doyle

25/06/2026CE

Carlton

 

Wurundjeri Woi Wurung Country, Kulin Nation

(non-Indigenous Australian)

Treaty!

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.


 

Taking care not to paranoi – walk outside! – Euphoria – don’t get on a plane!

 

The trap with isolation

The dissolve of the composite married self

 

& even the street self

 

Butting up against “triggers & heartbeats” (McCarthy/Maginness)

 

Of otheringness

 

۝ medico-legico-magisterial-Court construct

 

Prison/Psychiatry

 

& a free bird

 

In a flock formation

Flying into the ever expanding horizon light & delicious winter sun dappling

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.

Naarm/Carlton 15/06


 

‘The Kid’ (for Charlie Chaplin)

 

No offence:

 

I tolerate you

 

But these are our streets –

The kid’s & mine & our hood –

 

Coffee smokes & slurpee drinkers unite!

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.


 

‘Gratitude to a youngster from an elder’

 

1.

 

Thank you my junior

You solved my calculus id-ache –

A toilet paper lined blue bucket spittoon –

Today’s masterpiece –

Welcome ARTIST!

 

 

--

 

 

2.

 

Peace

As/& the making of Peace –

D’you want the last word?...

 

 

--

 

 

3.

 

Tomorrow

3 things –

One for me

Two for you;

 

Then,

 

Only one thing a day

Combined

For 5 days –

 

We’re set like a jelly!

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.


 

The preacher gathered the children

To accuse them innocent

Of a crime

& called it ‘Worship’

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.

 


 

“Exercise” is what they say (Haha)

 

Tedious dday

Woolworths in Collingwood

Gutted

For housing development

CHECK

 

One supermarket left:

$69 for 150g of Kava

$8 for milk

CHECK

 

Kicked of pub

For “moving around

& talking to different groups of people”

Public Houses

In fact “private”

Owned by “David Samuels”

Who is not recorded to own any pub or hotel in Melbourne

CHECK

 

No Blackfella on the street

“Sorry”

Met some sheilas

Who gave me a chip + 1

CHECK

 

Met nice Englishman

Who shared a cigarette + 1

While we watched the World Cup on his phone

I said “get citizenship”

When we au revoir-ed

 

Good people poets

Too stressed to answer their phone

Everything on it recorded or surveilled

By whom?

CHECK

 

Recovering my poise

Trying

Bumpers collected

To smoke at home

Over saladas & tuna

Books are expensive to make

Phone out of data

Schubert’s ‘Death & the Maiden’ String Quartet

Helps the nerves

Walked the streets today

& as my Jamaican-Australian brother Richard

Has so consistently pointed out:

“It’s CRAZY out there”

Go Thorpey!!!!

Genocide of First Nations Peoples

& their Allies pushed away by their so called “own”

Who owns me?:

Cannot buy my soul*

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.

16/06/2026CE


 

 


 

 

 

“I didn’t know!”

April 13, 2025

 

“I didn’t know!”

 

Don’t get me wrong

In a Two Party preferred system 

I have no choice but to give preferences to Labor

The Coalition are scum

But Jacinta Allen, Victorian Premier

Claimed in a Truth Telling Commission that she never knew about massacres

Of Indigenous people in the state

She’d never looked up

The history of her country

The history of the state she leads

She’s Premier!

She leads a department that ‘manages Indigenous affairs’

We are currently in the process of negotiating a Treaty

What did she think happened to all the Aboriginal people?!

They went up to live up the Magic Faraway Tree?

“No one told me!”

No one ever told me either

I fuckin researched

It was really easy

Took 10 minutes

There’s this new thing called the Internet

& you search stuff up

Like History

A subject no longer taught in many schools past year 7

I deduced a lot from observing the place

& how allergic we are of looking at ourselves

Man it’s like peanuts

Bring me the epi-pen!

Make sure it hasn’t passed its used by date

No serving of chocolate at school!

Anyway, Indigenous Australia isn’t ‘trending’ at the moment

As usual we’ve returned to ignoring

All forgotten

Short Memories

Fuckin disgrace!

You don’t need to be ‘told’ everything

You do some work yourself

You have a responsibility to know about where you live

Anyway, kids

Homework is to investigate your home!

From before the white man

To today

Do some thinking

Allen

Liar

Coz she’s worried about paying up compensation

& too bloody right she should pay

The Stolen Generations got mere words

& it’s always mere words 

Now thanks to Disinformative Racists like the IPA’s* Andrew Bolt

Middle Australians are ‘frightened of losing their homes’

Which planet do we live on people?!

Have you listened to anything Indigenous elders are talking about?

& how almost superhumanly conciliatory they are?

Have you read the Uluṟu Statement from the Heart?

Look at the way of the world

& who’s running it

& how in denial the white man

Do you really think that would ever happen?!

With banks, mining companies, NewsCorp & the American military owning government 

That’s hysteria!

Paranoia 

Not in a pink fit would the Indigenous ever be advantaged by a Colonial Government

Indigenous people are 20 times more likely to serve time in prison 

So we, like she, pretend we don’t know

Has she ever been to a country town?

Look at the names of the local sites

Hanging Rock!

Hmm!

& listened to the way people talk?

No?

It’s like pretending you still believe in Santa Claus

So you get better presents

Bad Faith

Australia

Land of evils committed

Massacres galore

Genocide 

& eyes turned blind

100% backed by the law

& smallpox

Who says wasn’t deliberate

Read some history people

‘Binge’ The First Australians series

It’s on SBS

You can still get your Menulog

Learn something about where you live

A holiday to Uluṟu ain't all there is

Here where I stand, where you stand or sit

"A child was born here"

(To borrow from Archie Roach)

& you know what?

A child was probably killed too

 



*IPA - Institute of Public Affairs is a Right-Wing think-tank funded in a major by the Australian Mining Industry. 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2025.

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Geoff Clarke

May 03, 2026

 

 

Why did they close down ATSIC down

over the supposed claims of sexual misconduct of one young man?

Seems a spot of ‘throwing the baby out with the bathwater?!’

& somewhat hypocritical, non?

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.


 

ey blokes!, Stop fantasising about virgins If you’re lucky A woman may gift you Love making I’m fuckin serious mate! Get it through your thick head! Old men retire! No child brides Taliban-Drumpf-Bibi-XI-Putin-Musk-Oligarchs-Warlords etc!


 

Greatest spy in the world might ‘turn’ me – a don’t care mate!

 

That se3xy bitch

&

She

Knows

It

We

Lock

Eyes

 

Is

She

The

Gates

Of

Heaven

Or

The

Gates

Of

Hell?

Or

Both?

Eros

Thanatos

Eros

Deal

&

Shuffle

As

Many

Times

As

A

Night

Affords

 

We

Fuck

Baying

Out

Crying

Out

Calling

Out

Singing

Out

Like

Beasts

On

Heat

We don’t give a hey!

 

I can’t help it

You’re off the page                                                     off the   p age

 

Hubba

Bubba

Bub!

Drool 😉

 

--

 

I forgot

I was

A

Man

 

I

Need

To

Lie down

 

I need

To get naked

 

& touch myself

 

Wanna join

Me darlin?

 

Another season with the shrink

Or I can jack u off

 

--

 

Fuckin ell

Mate

 

She could

Subdue

Nations

Like

Cleopatra

 

Or

Helen

O’Troy!

 

--

 

What do u do with that?!

 

Cold

Showers

Till

The

Cows

Come

Home

 

--

 

 

P.S.

The funny thing of course

Is

 

As Zim

Saw:

 

She aches

& breaks

Woman & girl

 

& me

Boy

In

Man…

 

 

But we both

Look one

Another

 

Deeply

In the eye

 

Intimacy

Eternity

Infinity.

 

 

 

Genealogy

Be

Damned!

 

& the gods laugh

& dance to the primeval

Primordial drum…

 

Voila/Wallah!

 

 

--

 

 

I wanna mark

You deep

 

A keep

 

For

 

Sake

 

 

Slake

 

 

Wurundjeri.

 

Thurs 18th June 2026CE.

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.


 

 

 

 

 


 

Poor Musk stick Floppy disk


 

“Evil follows closely that ol Wizard of the Wind” – Kev Carmody

 

 

wind up today

blowing from

the West

 

tousling the pepper tree’s hair like a teenage boy dreaming on a football field before the elbow to the head

& lost time lights out!

 

Wher’d he

wendy go?

how?

 

Ask First People’s

& other’s ghosts

 

Name one lot

to know em

but not the other

 

of course

No Names!

Careful…



light Sun

Winter Sun

Beautiful

Healing

candles

all around

like

Fire

people gathered

for Corroborree

or

burning ‘witches.’

 

I grew up on Bunerong

Shipston Reserve

where something is observed

 

but I’m here

in Wurundjeri

 

so yunno

one days

I’ll go…

 

Here

 

 

“don’t go there”

 

take care

 

 

(Hope that’s ok.

Respektfully

Our mother

 

 

Stop

Killin

her

 

she’s

more resilient

than money

 

but her heart’s hurting

 

 

& we REALLY don’t wanna piss her off boy! Boy!

 

Eireann\scorched feet Your Wild Colonial Heart Can’t…

 

Do!

 

Oi!

 

Do!

 

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.

 

 

for Christos

June 22, 2026

 

 

 

 

 

Foreigner

 

 

the dappling pepper tree

 

yep, that was real —

 

not sure about the rest of this dreamed?

 

short of culture

 

 

yet the bullroarer speaks

 

 

in dreams as in lived begins responsibility

 

 

 

unscrew the head —

 

 

heart!

 

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.

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Orphan or Ward of the State

 

 

I see the light

In his 13 years old eyes

What will become of him?

 

Fight my boy

 

For the bright

In a world of dull & blunt

& dill

 

Be unique

Younique

 

Parles

Ecrit

Dream

Alert

Life

Like a wave

Higher

Than the sets

Of troughed dish water

 

Be on the top of a mountain

Or under the earth

 

Caves of summer ice

 

A foreign king

 

 

P.S.

 

Enjoy

Freely

The

Swim

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.

Got outta the car

In the middle of the forest

7 headed to the trickle

Of the stream

7 the droplets on the moss bark covering the rocks 7 the trees

On beautiful truthful wonderful listening speaking embracing earth

 

How do I love thee

Let me count the ways

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.


 

The bomb’s gone off agin

In my chambers

Candles

Flicker

7 cast shadows

Weariness 7 fake energy hits

I stumble

The streets

7 haunts

7 coffees 7

cigarettes


 

coloured glass it’s alright ma


 

radiance/radiation

 

yellow

is her new umbrella

 

finally something wet concrete


 

‘hmm’

 

At the piano

2 note chord jaunty

“I don’t understand

Property law

In this country;

The stuff’s

Hot goods

Shouldn’t it

Be handed in to

The space police?

Thought police.”

The young

Self appointed

Social coordinator

Orders from

Behind the counter

“stop!”

 

Hmm…


 

I dream

Each

Haunted

House

& walk each

Haunted streets –

Midwinter Naarm


 

‘Duality of ‘Spirituals’’

 

2 things

About

Talking walls –

Ghosts

& the Wizards of Oz –

The authentic & the ersatz

 

 


 

Love & madness:

When her head split

The second time

 

My head split

The second time.

 

Is that ok?!

Fuckin leave me alone…

To heal…

Please…


 

Vanity

 

For a minute there

I looked down

Bugger!

& went crazy


 

Many mock trauma bonding, & victim blame

 

Cold childhood

Cold

Neglect

Cold foster homes

Cold Juvie

Cold release

Cold dumpster bacon

Even love

When a man

Is cold

In & out of jail

Friendship

Allusive

Cold

Hard to

Form

Functional relationships

Cold

On the street

Cold

Dried

Internal

Tears

Secrets

At 3.33am

Thanks for the

Ear

Please share a

Donut with me

Kind

Stranger

I gotta go

on repeat

June 23, 2026

 

“we’re worried about you?

you’re not gonna kill urself are ya?”

 

on repeat

 

all comers & goers

 

like seagulls

fly over 

shit on ur head

& fuck off

 

as if baying for blood

 

 

so they can talk about ya

when ur gone

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.

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Art

May 30, 2026

 

 

 

 

Art

 

Q: Quand est l’art?

A: L’histoire

 

 

 

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2026.


 

A fly caught fire

April 11, 2024

 

A fly caught fire

 

A fly caught fire & cast starlight across the moon

New as it was is the galaxy, the sympathy

We cried our little one a great

One

But now she is gone

I drove a horse led chariot underneath the milky way

& lost my life my memory my wife

When I awoke I had soaked the sheets

I was in a pitch black place

I did not recognize my face for my cheeks were ashen

& my nose was beetroot

Too many years had passed in a stupor

Like Coleridge I had squandered my gifts

Self destruction was the symphony of my life now

As if to prove how much I loved her

That without her I would suffer & disgrace

I could not remember her face

At times I doubted were she a delusion?

A nurse, no more, & me inured in an institution

Still I loved her & love knows no bounds

& so, so, I became the sad clown.

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2024.

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Nihon-ji

 

Doshite

 

Doshite!

 

Doshite!!


 

Increased consumerism for decades

Single use items for every delivery

Where does the rubbish go?

Sacred sites?

Life is sacred?

*Poem written contains space junk


 

We

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