Mel From Melbourne - Music & Words

  counter clockwise Dharma alldirectional from into through to the eternal universe must learn from Copernicus Einstein Hawking ever widening tasting the drip from the grape slowing & deepening broader sweeter circles in cosmic sand being animusanimathreenessnineness man a strange crazy beast who needs a good laugh & a hug with one at the bottom & ancient everest for the sake of our childrens' future xx

  when i was a kid an owl befriended me when Lois passed the night my brother Tim was finally at peace it was the sacred crow who told me when Mikey went he walked towards me as a sacred ibis when i grieved i flew on the backs of the soaring eagles so many times everyday they enter my being bringing me through death to life & so i flap my wings here & feel home again with the big southern sky the beauty that surrounds me everyday is the first day & i am a bird again

  what is love now? but for those who've died or left unreliable as a heart eventually it will conk out & so i seek something new something never before felt i feel like i could up & fly & i don't need a reason why

  who am i now i have no soul? do i exist? is this life? every question refering back to a self that if thought of as all would not matter pleasure contains no pain i feel lighter & lightheaded letting go of the past i look forwards to the future birds singing all around blue sky awakening from the grey anyone got any spliff?

  was my prayer faith or fear? jesus ur name arrived later than the dreaming were u there? we know so little us new arrivals were u born of isolation born of revolution is ur revelation the ranting of a centuries later psychotic i am psychotic do i bet on another or on the wisdom of those living sustainably with the waters & land there were 3 on the cross like an irish joke what are the irish doing here? lives wrapped in plastic marrying other foreigners & throwing bleach down the toilet too neurotic to thoroughly scrub & yet jesus without u in my prayers i'll break my fuckin socialised brain in concert with me heart if i drew a truce why am i with us with a despairing heart heading to oblivion? is it necessary to abandon my dead mate for the sake of life on earth

  does anyone play anymore? how i long to dance barefoot on the grass so much concrete & shuffling of slow heavy feet u were so little it felt surreal to even consider kissing u i felt lonely when we talked but company is better than none cept when the inevitable drama comes which it always does life is brief i wish i could cry myself out of this numbness i had a boner for a month then one day u had no taste