Heart of Carlton (I love yas all) Hard to receive. Easier to give. Yet in giving we receive. & receiving… does everyone give? Give what? how? when? why? where? Geography Enquiry questions. Is that too quantitative for something far more subtle & woven, yet fact. Still shit happens. It’s called Life. & Life is change. A beautiful woman opens something me inner & outer. As beauty is. But beauty can fade or deepen. Eggs in one basket? I’ve loved & paid the cost. Still, as Edith sings “ non, je ne regret rien.” As a man with down syndrome once said to me over a pony of draught “every day I grow””. BB countered “every day I have the blues.” A Grime artist once sang every day I pray”, as I do, most. But it was decided between them & the producer that “do do do do do” would foundation over the votive for commercial benefit. Subtlety. The Invisible. The Secret. The heart of a man. My exwife Daniele & I had 10 wonderful years. The last 2 very painful. Much illn...