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The mirror of love

 The mirror of love

 

The worst thing

About living alone

Is that one

Doesn’t live

In another’s orbit

So one doesn’t

Have a mirror

In which one is

Reflected

One doesn’t know

How one’s travelling

From another’s

Reflections

One is travelling

Blind!

One is forced to

Resort to

An internalised

Invisible, abstract

Scale: ‘how am I

Feeling?’

But anyone knows

How unreliable

This reading is

Coz it invariably

Is based on mood

& we know how

Unreliable

Moods are

Of course one

In another’s relationship

Mirror

Can be unreliable

But I’d trust

The judgement of

One who’s chosen

To invest in me

Because I’m not

Exactly a millionaire

Nor have million

Dollar looks

So they must

See something

Valuable in me

That I can’t see

Unless they reflect

It back at me

Now she’s gone

I have little

Idea how I’m

Going

& how I can improve

I trusted her

Mirror

Until it broke

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2025.

(Castlemaine

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