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I don’t owe you nothing

 

I don’t owe you nothing

 

I fumbled around in the dark with you when I was a virgin

There was no sex ed back in boys school back in the 80s

But I’ve never met resistance & kept going

I was raised a feminist by my mother

& I missed many opportunities by being sincere

Now I’m 53

& post divorce

I’m living in a world where it’s assumed all men are rapists

Nothing could be further from my mind

I’ve been a human pin cushion for women

Like a deer in the headlights

Never able to call out

Till the damage is done

I go through all sorts of brutality, cruelty

It would never occur to me to use my physical strength

Over someone

I’ve always felt 4 foot tall

But women on assertiveness training

Are trippin

They’re not remotely interested in intimacy

Buy your vibrator

Leave me alone

Stop messing with me

I don’t owe you nothing

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2024.

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