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Here I stand

 

Here I stand

 

Here I stand

Here I sit

Between worlds

The mystic world

& the business world

Can I keep something of the spiritual

Through my dealings with Mammon?

 

This is my fear:

That I will become a one-dimensional man

Battling against the powers that be

That I forget about the flowers & bees

Alienating from my self

Paid to do something

That comes less naturally than my dreaming worlds

That I will be one more pair of hands at the wheel of death

Tears well in my eyes

As I approach the battlefield

All I can do is meet the people I meet

With love

Whether my job is to kill or be killed

All I can do is

WHAT?

Would someone tell me

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2024.

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