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& so light comes from an angle

 

& so light comes from an angle

 

& so light comes from an angle & reflects off reflective & refractive surface some of which are moving, telling a happy story but OCD requires the telling of a negative story or is it university dialectics? Yunno how Lenny likes to stroke soft things I get it & at times I get scared that I might be overtaken by a volition to stroke it too hard & break or kill it whence did this fear arise fear of oneself was it watching one’s father beat the family as an enfant & being hypervigilant to guard against that? Am I the only one who feels frightened of my power? That power might abuse. Perverse thoughts arise from whence. Taking care of, attentiveness, & guarding against harming comes with the shadow presence of crushing, breaking. That’s what Steinbeck saw & why he is a master. I recommended Of Mice & Men to someone who’s never read fiction, as a good place to start. We live in an era of quiz shows, when whether talking books or book books, most people prefer ‘non fiction.’ One should challenge oneself to read a novel occasionally, that one might get under the skin & inside the mind of a character different from them, living under different circumstances. Fiction is important. Story is important. For the last 2 million years we have lived by stories & it is aberrant that today we seem not to.

 

 

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