The wrong place
I went to the poetry reading in Castlemaine
A once progressive town
& felt like I was in the wrong place
For a start it was deathly quiet
It was like one of those 50s country competitions
There were competent poets there
But none stepping out of party lines
I’ve rarely been in a more closed & competitive
space
I believe in openness
We live in a society
Where the arts speak to political issues predefined rather
than to life
Our artists reveal nothing unorthodox of themselves
There is a lack of the intimate/infinite
& the rise of secularism in art
Presents an earth of death
There’s a reason why first nations artists produce the
best art today
Because they celebrate the sacred
But spirituality is out
Sex is out
Unless it’s queer
My poem about my spontaneous erection in the sunshine &
rain was greeted with hostility
In a culture that thinks of the penis as a lethal weapon
People who’ve never had marriages of love
What kinds of poets are these?
Anyway,
I really wanna get away from social comment
It’s not bringing us closer together
Just to say,
I was hurt by the experience
An unwelcoming experience
One would think that helping a 90 year old woman
My mate Mary to read her poem
& hold her against toppling off the stage would
show them that I was not a psychopath
But no
They hated me more
In tears I began my preamble
Only for a bourgeois to heckle me
“Is there a poem?”
As my mate Richard says
Man I can’t play
I’m just healing
An audience that did not listen
The twisted old prunes of Castlemaine
In their $2 million dollar homes
Enemies of the poor
Seeking to have it all
But one thing’s for sure
They’ll never feel passionately about life
Coz they’re competing with it
Published & Copyright by Malachi Doyle 2024.
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