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Here lies…

Here lies…

 

Here lies recumbent slumber to an insomniac. Man that hurt, my mind is getting stupider by the day & I have to consult web dictionaries because my vocabulary is diminishing. An access issue. I’ve switched off part of my brain to preserve my sanity. Mentally and emotionally exhausted. Better to make animal noises or what the pentecostals call talking in tongues. I do it in the car, where nobody can hear. It feels good to do so. It had got to the point where I was recording everything and the observer effect is felt because one is always self conscious not to sound crazy. That one’s utterings adhere to standard historical modes of artefact. For now I prefer the unrecorded. That which passes forever into space untranslated into text. Vibrations are good said Wilson Brian. Is it clear I like the Beach Boys? I listen to them every day. Because of those good vibrations and joyous balmy seaside thrills. I could quite easily move to the tropics and wear shorts and savats every day.

 

Copyright Malachi Doyle 2022.

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