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Making Light

 

Making Light

 

I took it away in a plastic bag ---

The goldfish

& then I wish I didn’t start off the poem that way

But that’s me

Playing myself in an out of trouble because people take people seriously when in fact we’re quite frivolous

Of course at such times I say this again I must play myself out of trouble because again I have upset a lot of people

Facing war & poverty, starvation

But for the moment at least that is not my lot

& coz I’m crazy I don’t even take that that seriously

I mean what good do I do to feel either angry or sad about things I can’t control

People want to eat not you to feel sad or angry for them

Anyway, what is good for me is this peace & quiet up in the morning early before others rise

It’s a cold Autumn morning & even the birds are quiet

Maybe like me they’re enjoying the Max Bruch violin concerto

Max is coughing

She’ll be up soon

& we’ll be yacking

She’s been homeless much her adult life

& she laughs

So the question is when I play myself into trouble with certain people

Do I really respect enough their perceived wound

Through making light of everything?

 

 

Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2024.

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