Communication impossible
Communication impossible just flies on your face last
minute cancellations via text no phone call unreliable people flakes if you
prefer don’t reply till half an hour before the appointment with a bullshit
text & no further I’ve had enough I’m 53 & have been around hiding one’s
thoughts & feelings silence uncomfortable so I’m going to say goodbye &
stick with the poem & classical music quite Bukowski really though I’m not
really a fan of him the American tough guy is another mask emotionally
unavailable talking against things why I don’t like ‘cool’ I saw my wife cut up
multiple times by the surgeon’s knife I carried her on my back for 11 years
& when my back was bent to the point of doubling over she climbed out &
ground my head into the ground & said I feel good now goodbye have some
toilet paper now I’m alone again & dating & each time I think better to
be alone because people are game players & terrified of candour &
themselves & intimacy ‘cute’ middle class crap you’re either for real or you’re
a time waster I’m tired of raising confused people I’m confused but at least I
know I’m confused you don’t.
Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2024.
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