A couple of hours into a smoke of pot A couple of hours into a smoke of pot it starts to feed back & I sound like a bitch, a reedy cheap oboe whining away about this & that, do I ever shut up? The price I have to pay for hitting some cunts is so far 13 years of psych meds & indefinite & the compulsory adoption of self consciousness & self recrimination. Why do you think I drink so much? Anyone would struggle to be more introspective than me. That’s why I write, as a way of hitting back, saying I resist this prison sentence. A moment’s reprieve. & so I must constantly account for myself. This is a sign of the times, that we must sound ironic & surrender our primal being to ‘theory’. & so I talk incessantly like post graduates do, in our collared shirts & our hair cuts. Now I was reading the other day a mockery of the white adventurer as they’re called or as I call em: people. I’ve always clicked with people from other cultures, & ...
Lynch Green wash of mercantile blood & sinews You astonish the townsfolk with your figure But you are big & small & I a tall coward Don’t be so hard on yourself Would you like that I was hard on you fuck face?! I smash skulls with a rolling pin to make chalk & draw the gardens of earthly paradises For David Lynch I remember a documentary on him when I was a kid There were others: Kafka, Seamus Heaney & they struck me & seduced me to art & letters So I’ll rip the stuffing out of a kid’s toy & watch him cry Because I am a bully Only I don’t know it yet6 Published & Copyright Malachi Doyle 2025.